morning blues

good morning :p
i am the first to greet myself saya saya. haha. umagang kabaliwan n naman. i woke up 3:30 to make my o.b take home exam. wew. late ku n narealize n kelangan pla my margin both sides. ayun, i didn't rewrite it, ung numbers 4 & 5 n lng nlagayan ku n margin. bahala na. i'm excited of my vacation na. yihooooo. after ng exam mmya. hooray. fun fun fun. ♥

things i have to do this summer:
-h.s yearbook
-summer class

waw.
waw.
deym.
di rin pala bakasyon T.T

wew, at least my 2-3 weeks naman na break tlga kase summer class starts at april 20+ ata.

haaay. im not feeling well. kinakabahan ako sa exam ku mmya sa calculus. T.T grabe ang bigat ng feeling. ayoko ng bumagsak pa uLIT. help me lord. ayoko n talaga. ayoko ayoko ayokoooooooooooo mg take 3 ng calculus. freakin mathematics grrrr. im supposed to be reviewing ngaun pero la pa ko sa mood. preoccupied n ko ng kaba ko honestly. HOPEFULLY, gosh!!! im not losing hope n papasa ko kahit 3. PLEASE. i remember a friend's sms, "miracles do happen"... yah they do i know. i know im gonna make it. please. sana walang maxadong integration problems mmya.. dat's my only worry kasi hirap tlga ku dun sobra. ok lng kung mga revenue problems kaya ku p yun wag lng simplification evaluation integration differentiation. T.T bigat tlga ng feeling. the last exam in this beloved subject, i felt so down. hindi naman n-blank ung paper ku. in fact nasagot ku lahat ng items but i know n mali gnwa ko. i need to pass this one tlga. grabe. please. my mind's floating around n naman. filled with nothing. la n pumapasok sa isip ko. 6:13 na nid to go at 10, i have almost 3 hours p cguro to study. but i dont know kung may maabsorbe ako. T.T i hate it.

wew.
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speechless.
bored.
nervous.
sleepy.
tired.

is this gonna be a happy day? can i make it a happy dei? il see later pg tapos ng exam. gr. and hopefully it will.

godbless me. be with me. amen.