sigh

i've heard it again...
her song...
the song she made for him...
the song he cried on...
the song that ended the once "us"

i can't say a lot...
it still hit me...
straight to my heart
bringing me pain
but not as much the first tym i've heard it.

"i love you still" she entitled it
for her ex bf that she loves
for her ex bf that was my bf that tym she made the song
for her ex bf that became my ex bf when her song won his heart

they share their love for each other once more
i lost him
she gained him back.

sigh.

those were my crazy times
when i felt my heart crying out loud
i love him
he said he loves me too
but he loves her more
and he's going back to her.

and it's our end...
the continuation of them...
the beginning of my pains.

she did great. her song was brillant although it hurts me.
but that was years ago.
things have changed.
i've moved on i guess.
yes i do.

im not hearing so much of them these days...

if she loves him still i dont know
if he loves her still i dont know either
if i love him still, i know. and it's a yes.
i've changed. i've moved on. i've accepted the facts.
but yes i still love him.
it won't be changed.
i don't believe that a love for someone, whoever he/she is in your life, will cease.
it will remain no matter what happens...
for once someone became a part of you, you'll never lost him/her.
they'll stay... in your heart.

i love him still but maybe not as much as before.
and im happy wherever he is now.