falling...

i always feel happy this past few days
whenever i talk to this person i am always excited to talk to
i enjoy teasing him
making fun of him
playing games with him
laughing at him
laughing with him
talking to him anything that comes along our minds

he's making me happy
eventhough he may not know that he does
now and then i always wanted to have a conversation with him
anything, even if it's not important at all
i just love the feeling that we are connected
...even if it's just through the net

i love it when i bully him though afraid at the same time that he'll get pissed off and never want to talk to me again
i love it when he says sweet words though most of them were jokes
i love every moment i've shared with him and i'm afraid that those moments will going to end one day
i love the thought that i knew him, that we became close and attached
but i'm afraid to realize that i am falling for him
because i don't know how to deal with it
and i'm more afraid that once he knew what i'm feeling
everything will be changed and will eventually fade...